The day of flashback

It's 10 weeks plus already and you've been a lot kinder to mama...Even with supersensitive sense of smell, I can slowly enjoy meal with pinched nose...it looks terrible but I can bear with it..Dates and fresh fruits with milk are still my bestfriend until late evening before I can try out other food..

Here's down the memory lane of early days before I found out about you. In December last year, we moved in to our current rented house and shortly after our 1st anniversary, I had my last menses. Then in early January, I noticed of unsightful muffin top whenever I wear my pants. I waited for it to go away but it didnt.. Then i hop onto the weighing scale and there goes the panic button!!
- I became more compliance with my Herbalife shakes (still consuming it for daily nutritional)and tried to make it twice a day..
 -Sign up for aerobic class (after a long procrastination) twice a week
 -Promised myself to STAY AWAY from iced drink for a year (oldfolk's tales..gah!!)
-I even bought "Losyen Pati Halia' in my desperate attempt to get rid of the love handles.. ..

yes, your mama is self-proclaimed body conscious ( and I can see your abah nodding gleefully:p) But none of those works, the bulge remained and I have to calm myself down by saying that maybe it takes time because of age..

Then comes this senile episodes
 1-Locked myself inside the house because i left the house key in the car and your abah was away for his oncall
 2-Make a u-turn on my way home the very same day after morning shift because I forgot to return the triage laptop to the in-charge officer 
3-Left some of the purchases at pasar malam while waiting for som-tam...
4-Forgot my password for Bank Islam's online thus getting the account blocked...ggrrr!

 Your Aunty Im already mentioned of UPT (urine pregnancy test) when I rambled about this in facebook but I thought it's a bit tooo soon..

 I was quite preoccupied with my body change that I eagerly waited for my next menses, wishing it will bring away the extra kg's away..but after a week of expected date, no sign of it yet..So I flipped through my 2011'a organiser, the latest would've been 3 to 4 days delay..

 Now, the bell is ringing out loud..still I thought I should wait a little longer and continued with my aerobic exercise...huhuhu

 But curiousity kills the cat, instead of waiting for another week as promised with your abah(to make it 6 weeks POA), I slipped in the UPT kit from emergency department into my bag on that Friday and waited until night to check it out...so tadaaaaa, it's two lines..alhamdulillahh!

The day of love and care..

Kid, when you grow up dont forget to say thank u to your abah for feeding us well while you're in my womb.. Today he rushed from his badminton games to come home and prepare porridge for my night shift.. Ok, i helped out with fruit salad but he did the final touch as well.. Oh it is soo yummy, i almost finish up the whole bowl last night..Hopefully you wont make me asking for some rare delicacies from your abah.. Be nice ok? Hehe..

The day of 1st ultrasound..

Yesterday i got to see u for the 1st time.. Oh, you're for real!! Sorry my darling but up until this point, i still have some para-delusional thought that i am just being sick with bulging tummy...but when i see 'you' on the screen, then i know i am indeed pregnant.. Hehe, your abah was excited to see 'you' too.. Seeing your tiny heartbeat was beyond words...insya Allah we will see each other in September;)

The day of grandparents..

Tokma and tokbah teared up when mama and abah broke the news..At first they couldnt make a guess when i asked whether they're going for Hajj this year cos i need to be in hometown during that time.. They had this blank face and Tokma thought your abah got to be part of medical team for Hajj.. We couldnt hold the excitement any longer so your abah told them that i am actually 8 weeks pregnant. They expression they had later was priceless. Both were saying prayers of grateful to Allah with tears in their eyes..I went to hug both of them.. Earlier i had difficulty to stay in the kitchen to help with cooking, luckily your abah is around to prepare for breaskfast. I had to find a spot near the door so that i can ventilate, the smell is unbearable for me. Cik ha and family were here as well.. Later tokma had small reunion with her maktab frens... Tokma prepared mee udang and ketupat sotong but i could only enjoy the earlier.. Saying goodbye to seafood for now *sob sob..

The day of pecal lele..

I'm 7 weeks pregnant an today we went travelling together for the first time with mama's besties to Jakarta... Poor abah have to stay behind because its girls' trip... But mama brings him along in my heart.. Thank you for behaving so well along the journey.. In fact you let mama eat so much than usual, i'm afraid the pants' button might pop off... As usual, mama went crazy in the bazaar but deep inside, i pray that Allah will protect us and keep you safe.. I hope i feed you well with scrumptious food and you're comfortable there, dont worry mama promise to buy myself new pants with bigger waistline tomorrow (bye bye 25' for now, sob sob) should you hear mama's planning to buy more stuffs.. Just let me be k? Hehehe Sent from my iPhone